05 May 2008
Apparently I only know how to apologize & repeat the same mistakes over & over again. Now I know that what I did was totally wrong & it was completely my fault. I suck at being a best friend to some of you people. I'm sorry [there I go again, apologizing pathetically]. I know my mistakes & I will not repeat them ever again. I try my best to have self-control as well as self-discipline.
I met the west-spring people today. Went to KFC greenridge and ate as well as studying physics and discussing school life. Went home at about 5.30pm & something weird happen which I don't wish to elaborate. I hope that today, everybody who was there will only take it as a joke & nothing more.
Love is not about having or doing those obscene profane crap stuffs. To me is more like respect, loyalty, being faithful, trustworthiness & concern between a partner & his lover. I think I only talk. How I wish sometimes I could walk the talk & not talk the walk. I mean instead of saying it, I want to show & do it. Actions speaks louder than words. I will do my best for you.
I'm just too stress nowadays. Cheering Competition, being a Vice-Chairman for my class, relationship & friendship plus band etc. Sometimes I know wad I did is wrong but I would just repeat them. Am I living a pathetic life? Sometimes I wonder.
defiant & reluctance
that's all people
drumzann out
posted @ 6:27 PM
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