02 July 2008
Will things changed?
Will it be the same?
Will conversations be dry?
Will eye contact mean nothing?
I don't know.
I feel damn embarrassed.
I feel damn stoopid.
I feel like an idiot.
If I had knew any better, I wouldn't
have let anything out. I really
hate the feeling now. This feeling.
Butterflies in my stomach and the
aftermath of having to say those
three words.
People say that a loving person is
not a sin. However, why does the
feeling of guilt arouse when one is
expressing one's feeling.
Is it wrong?
Is it a shameful thing?
Does it sounds wrong?
Will it do wrong?
I shall wait.
Wait.
Shut up.
And wait.
that's all for today
I feel useless and
disappointed right now.
drumzann
upfront, I really hated
heartbreaks & rejections.
Truthfully, I suck at
relationship, but I tried.
I'm going to be moody tomorrow.
Don't know about band though.
Passing by eclipse is the last thing.
I can't. Too sad.
And the next person who's
gonna discriminate me tomorrow
in any form, whether verbal or physical,
you watch out- be it in band or school.
I had enough of people destroying my
mood yesterday and today.
posted @ 11:19 PM
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